Karma's a Bitch!

So, I went on my "date" with Bryan, my ex who left me for his first love, on Friday night. I wore my A&F "destructed" jeans with a black Guess T-shirt with a lace-up V neck. I was going for the "I'm not going to dress up for you so you don't think I care about looking good for you, but I look good regardless, so HA!" look :P It totally worked, BTW.

He took me out for sushi and then we went to go play pool. The whole night you could tell he had fallen under my spell again - that he was having so much fun that no other girl was on his mind. He kept flirting like crazy too... saying things like "gorgeous girls break first" and comparing me to a boba drink called "carmel Oriental beauty" to which I responded, "I guess I am sorta carmel-colored" :P He tried soooo hard to charm me, but I wasn't having it. I could tell that the nicer I was, the more it hurt him - talk about killing someone with kindness! ;) I guess there's some merit to that after all!

My favorite part was at the end of the night. He wanted to come up to my room to keep hanging out. So, I said sure. I went downstairs to grab a snack and when I came back, he was sitting on the edge of my bed with his head in his hands. I came in and asked what was wrong, and he seemed surprised that I caught him in his reverie. He said, "I was just thinking... about all the mistakes I've made in my life... and I think I really made a big mistake that I might not be able to fix." I know he expected me to ask what he was talking about, even though I knew very well what he was referring to. So, all I gave him in return was, "Don't be depressed. Life's too short." :P

In the end, I didn't have to do anything. All I had to be was myself and let everything else run its course. It just goes to show that taking the high road maybe isn't a bad idea after all, it's not my job to punish others for their sins, and, well, Karma's a bitch! ;) hehe